February 2nd, 2005
|11:11 am - If you don't like sappy, then you can just blow it out your hydrant.|
My boyfriend brought me the most beautiful long steamed peach pink rose, a bag full of jelly beans and a massive box of super Tampons to my work this morning for our two month anniversary.
Yep, flowers and feminine products.
Dear Christ I love this boy.
Current Mood: loved
|08:34 am - Making Castles In The Sky|
It shocks me how debilitating a simple things like cramps can be. I feel so dead, so run over, so wrung out right now.
My stomach keeps rolling into a fist and punching me. I feel like I need to vomit but at this point I don't even think that'll help anything. Is it okay to wake up and feel more exhausted than you did when you went to bed the night before?
I'm at work and I've got no choice. I have bills I have to pay and even if I wanted to leave and spend the day balled up in bed I couldn't because we're understaffed.
I'd like to be little again, just for a while. Maybe six or seven years old. I want mornings at the farmers market with Mommy, afternoons with a pile of National Geographic magazines and a plate full of apple slices on the couch, making blanket forts in the living room with Ham, rain walks and puddle stomping, bird watching, lunches with Grandma at Comforts, listening to records, baths with my sister and I both mashed together and accusing each other of pooping in the tub, family story time reading "Little House on the Prairie" in my parents bed at night, salt dough and glitter, my rats Pearl and Lily, sprinklers and bobbing for apples at the block party.
I think I'll go back.
Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Music: Bill Withers - Just The Two Of Us.
February 1st, 2005
|09:15 pm - *Pooooof!*|
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONE AND ONLY MIKEY SHUMAKIE!
WE LOVE YOU SIR ^__^ ^__^ ^__^
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Ben Folds Five - Battle Of Who Could Care Less.
January 30th, 2005
|09:59 am - Thank you Dave for the Blue Hawaiian Boone Juice|
and also hello Sunday morning. I'm still drunk.
January 26th, 2005
|11:21 am - Energy reserves low, Captain.|
Don't drink three glasses of wine on a Tuesday night while watching "Dancer in the Dark" at 11:00 PM and then realize that after the movie you forgot to turn the dryer on so your laundry you washed before is still sitting in a wet ball downstairs.
Don't decide to put your laundry in the dryer at 12:15 AM and wait up for it and while you're waiting, finish that lovely bottle of wine.
Don't smoke a bowl at 1:00 AM with your roommate and then eat toast and drink grapefruit juice and sit there on the couch wondering why life is so damn good and why this particular pair of grey knit socks feel so nice on your feet.
I promise you, it will not breed for a good Wednesday morning.
*hurrk* *uuuugh* *snuffle*
I need a little something to perk me up. This is going to be one long mothafuckin' day.
Current Mood: pooped
Current Music: The Smashing Pumpkins - Blew Away.
January 25th, 2005
|10:54 am - "I've missed you spinning 'roud my head"|
I feel good, good, good this morning. I'd like to thank baby Jesus for satin lined brown wool pants, a warm mocha and Vicodin.
The only thing plaguing me currently is a spider bite on, of all places, my nipple. It's itching like crazy but I don't think it's too attractive to walk into an office and see the receptionist savagely clawing at her left breast. Ah well...I guess I shall simply suffer in silence and sneak in scratches when no one is looking.
I can't wait until I get off work this afternoon. I'm going to buy a bottle of wine, go home, start my laundry, put on my jammys and watch "Blow". I think a certain lesbiant should really come over and join me though. What could be better than a coke movie with Depp in it?
I guess I really should be more productive. Back to typing like a chipmunk, working my accounts and answering the phones I go. *le sigh*
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: The Smashing Pumpkins - Spaceboy.
January 23rd, 2005
|11:25 pm - "All your prayers, in my ears"|
I need to go to bed but I can't stop clicking this damn mouse. Dragging myself out from under my sheets at 5:00 AM tomorrow is going to hurt after having the nice weekend sleep-in-until-noonish routine. Oh Monday- I already don't want to look you in the eye.
I'm not listening to reason now though. I'm not in the mood. I think I'll go turn the heat up, and make more Peppermint tea and toast a tortilla and put some raspberry jam on it and listen to "Pieces Iscariot" for the third time today and ignore my bedtime.
I'd rather be here getting my monitor tan.
Current Mood: satisfied
Current Music: The Smashing Pumpkins - Whir
January 21st, 2005
|02:24 pm - "It's one a.m. - You haven't called"|
I need a hug.
Current Mood: worn out
Current Music: Sleater - Kinney - A Quarter To Three.
January 20th, 2005
|03:06 pm - 1 Hour, 15 minutes and counting *insert grumble*|
This afternoon has to be one of the slowest moving ones that I've experianced in so long. I keep telling myself not to look at the clock and then when I do it's like "OH GEE, A WHOLE 3.7 MINUTES HAVE PASSED! HUZZAH!"
I'm flippin' bored.
Current Mood: cranky
|08:26 am - "We're backdrifters..."|
After hassling, jumping through hoops and knocking heads with the Dell service department for almost two weeks trying to talk them into coming out to fix my brand spankin' new computer (which came fucked directly out of its original box with a bad NIC) they finally sent a tech to my house yesterday. The card we'd told them was bum all along was has been replaced and my sweet, sweet block of a machine is finally functioning.
I can play WoW now. I can play WoW now. I can play WoW now. Oh Lord. Oooo good Lord!
Other than that things have been rather "blaaaaaah", as long as you minus last night, which was really quite fun. I had Mexican food at this awesome place on 4th St. in San Rafael with Brian called "Christopher's" which makes one of the most magical and this-must-be-made-out-of-love tasting veggie quesadillas ever. After dinner I made him wander around in Walgreen's with me while I attempted and failed not to spend money on pointless cosmetic items until he looked like he was going to start ripping his hair out in chunks. Once we came home we watched "Young Sherlock Holmes" which Brian had never seen it before (that movie rocks it to the bone, by the way) and finally passed out around 11-ish.
I must admit though that getting out of a down comforter nest of a bed this morning when it was freezing everywhere else in my frigid apartment while Blondie was snoring happily across from me was less than easy, but at least it's Thursday and this blasted week is almost over...
Onwards we go to a couple good days of to boozing by night and sleeping in by day. Mmmmhmmm. I'm so ready for it.
Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: Radiohead - Backdrifts.